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Into Two
03:11
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So is this where I'm going down
I'm not gonna make a sound
but I'm refusing to feel the ground
When everything comes back around
I'm accepting what I've become
An addict just like someone
And I know that i feel so wrong
But I can't help what I'm feeling this strong
I'm not gonna stand up forever
I'll fight everyday, make it worse or better
So give me something new
That I can hold on to
While this shadow rips me into two
So is this where I'm going down
In a shed in my old hometown
Where my old friends have left me now
When everything comes back around
I'm accepting what I've become
A failure just like my mom
And I know that I feel so wrong
But I can't help what I'm feeling this strong
I'm not gonna stand up forever
I'll fight everyday, make it worse or better
So give me something new
That I can hold on to
While this shadow rips me into two
I am a shadow, nothing else
Just Sitting here by myself
Pondering on what to do
I should try whatever new
'Cus I don't want to feel again
Every night is all the same
A void by day under shadow by night
Where I come from,
THERE IS NO LIGHT
I'm not gonna stand up forever
I'll fight everyday, make it worse or better
So give me something new
That I can hold on to
While this shadow rips me into two
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2. |
Friend
04:06
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You never really moved any mountain
Or made an impact
But you kept my anger contained
And my head intact
A simple touch you gave away
Kept my mind safe from everyday
This nightmare I've been woken in
Without you I'm gonna be alone again
But now you're nothing more than a memory
I couldn't save you friend, I'm sorry
I felt the sun today against my pale white face
How can a summer day be so gray?
I look up to the sky
It's time to say goodbye
I hesitate
But it's too late
I want you back
I know it's stupid but I can't help staring
At the sky
Where the clouds are sweeping by
In the corner of my eye I saw your shadow
I know you're gone but I miss your bright glow
'cus I'm sitting in my room, there's no light
And I'm terrified of every night
Because without you I have no one
Even tough I'll live to find someone
but If we had one more day
I'd never let you go again
And If I come home and you come running
Like all of this was just a twisted dream
I'd never let you go again
I look up to the sky
It's time to say goodbye
I hesitate
But it's too late
I want you back
I look up to the sky
It's time to say goodbye
I hesitate
But it's too late
I want you back
I wish I had the words
Something more than just goodbye
but here I stand silent
I wish I had some guidance
I don't want to face tommorow alone
I wish that we could just go home
but here we are at the end
Goodbye old friend, goodbye old friend
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3. |
A Letter to My Friends
04:05
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A years care for a minute's ruin
And in the dark I hear a sad song diffusing
It sings of sorrows that everyone face
And I relate to every note that it plays
I'm someone else, I'm back again
I can't change these ways I'm working in
I can't stop the aggression I've been saving up
It's gonna burst out when I'm high above
The less I sleep, the more I think
The more I think, the more I sink
And I hate this feeling of nothingness
My mind's supressed
Get me out of this hell I'm in
Help me feel well again
So desperate to leave my head
'Cus it's lonely and cold in here
Whatever I do I fear that this ache will never end
I tried to hide these nights away
From all of you, inside of me
But all it's led to is this deceit
I lost my will and I faced defeat
It slipped through my crooked fingers
In my mind temptation lingers
Get me out of this hell I'm in
Help me feel well again
So desperate to leave my head
'Cus it's lonely and cold in here
Whatever I do I fear that this ache will never end
I always swear I'll do my best to change
But when it's night again I haven't changed at all
And I keep going over the point where I fall
Get me up again so I can stand up tall
It means more to me than I let anyone see
Get me out
Of this doubt
Get me out of this hell I'm in
Help me feel well again
So desperate to leave my head
'Cus it's lonely and cold in here
Whatever I do I fear that this ache will never end
Get it out of my head, take me back again
To before all of this was happening
Get it out of my head, take me back again
Whatever it takes to kill this ache I have
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4. |
I'm Never Coming Back
04:35
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To cope with you I'd escape to vast made up landscape
you were always a little misplaced
i hope you finally find some peace
not stressed up by your disease
to your hapiness, i kept from you the key
forgive me for what i've done
forgive me, I can't believe you're gone
At night I heard her cry, I never asked her why
Everytime I came home, she looked so alone
I never asked her why
'cus it seemed like the pain she felt was mine.
I've felt this way too many times before
but everytime you made a promise that you tore
and I know it hurts, like a heart attack
But i've had enough, I'm never coming back
At night she heard me cry, I never told her why
Everytime I came home, I felt so alone
I never told her why
so maybe this time it's really goodbye
I've felt this way too many times before
but everytime you made a promise that you tore
and I know it hurts, like a heart attack
But i've had enough, I'm never coming back
To cope with you I'd escape to vast made up landscape
You were always a little misplaced
I hope you never rest in peace with your stressfull
self served disease
to your hapiness I'll keep from you the key
I'll forget you, for what you've done
I'll forget you, I want you lost and gone
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5. |
Sleepless Nights
04:02
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There's always something new to stress out about
Can I just please have a moment of peace?
Always haunted by this stressful nosleep
Give me something to eat on and let me be
'Cus it's only getting worse
And i can't reverse the curse
I need it gone before i dispurse
Trying not to break apart
But it's been tearing at me right from the start
I can't sleep
I've never been this weak
This fogginess is killing me
I can't stay awake
And I am always late
I'm stuck in something I can't change
I see my worries stacking on top of eachother
And when it can't get worse something pushes them over
Now I have a pile of things to work out
But with no power left I tend to go down
Into hole of self pity, i don't want to be found
Until both of my feet are back on the ground
I can't sleep
I've never been this weak
This fogginess is killing me
I can't stay awake
And I am always late
I'm stuck in something I can't change
And after all this time
I'm so tired of being tired
Tired of feeling alone
Tired of feeling this useless
These sleepless nights became my home
The sun rises again
I miss the moon, my only friend
The temptation to cheat sleep
My psyche it bends
Welcome to my hell
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6. |
Remember Forever
04:38
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I listened to every word you said
You helped me up, now you must save yourself
What you went through I never knew
I don't know what we'd do without you
And I once said, people like you
Are cowards & weak
But I take that back
You're the strongest person, I've ever met
I envy you in every aspect
1 out of 5 missing forever
Wouldn't work at all
We work together
And if it hurts
We'll keep you together
remember forever
Listen to every word I say
I'll help you up if you can't save yourself
Don't worry about me
You never dragged me down
It's always better when you're around
And I once said, people like you
Are cowards & weak
But I take that back
You're the strongest person, I've ever met
I envy you in every aspect
1 out of 5 missing forever
Wouldn't work at all
We work together
And if it hurts
We'll keep you together
remember forever
And if it hurts
We'll keep you together
remember forever
And I once said, people like you
Are cowards & weak
But I take that back
You're the strongest person, I've ever met
I envy you in every aspect
1 out of 5 missing forever
Wouldn't work at all
We work together
And if it hurts
We'll keep you together
remember forever
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